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[08 Aug 2004|10:19pm] |
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NEW LIVEJOURNAL, SUCKAS:
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ADD IT OR DIE.
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[08 Aug 2004|03:00pm] |
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Driving is fun.
I drove to the outlet mall with Michaela on Thursday, and got 10 things for $5 at Claire's.
Friday, was Degrassi season finale. I was kind of disappointed.. when it's compared to the rest of this season's shows. But.. it's Degrassi anyways.
Michaela was over, and after Degrassi.. we went to the outlet mall again, and the dreadful clueless freak was in Rue 21, but me and Michaela ran out.. haha, then ran into an old girl scout buddy, good friend since kidnergarden. We all kind of grew apart throughout part of middle school and highschool.. it's really sad. I miss her. But, we all did laugh a lot together Friday night.. and me, her and Michaela surprisingly tried on the same shirt at Rue 21.
Thirteen and Elephant are amazing movies.
We rented them.
Michaela stayed the night.
Last night, I drove us to Desert Ridge.
We hung out with Andrew and our old friend John.
Ivan and Trav showed up a later.
I bought a dance/techno 16 song CD, and the book "Choke".
( Funk. )
Gah..
They have changed, for the worst.
I haven't.
It's their fault.
Not mine.
Fuck it.
And you.
♥ ♥
[EDIT]
I despise being tarnished by you, over and over.
[EDIT again]
My mom and I just caught a lizard.. that was inside our house somehow, and one of the cats was chasing it, and had it in her mouth at one time.
It was an adventure.
My mom screams hilariously.
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| GAH POO! |
[06 Aug 2004|10:18pm] |
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OMG, I am going to cry.. I have no ride to meet Degrassi members tomorrow, so.. THIS IS DREADFUL.
Someone take me!
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| ♥ YOU KNOW YOU DO. |
[05 Aug 2004|06:18pm] |
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I am in a posting-old-pictures mood.
( We were HOT. )
Season Finale of Degrassi tomorrow night.
Michaela and Angela, we're partyin'.
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| Can't you see that you're so silly? |
[04 Aug 2004|06:37pm] |
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I hope I can drive somewhere tonight.
I hope I can goto the Degrassi "meet of the stars" on Saturday.
I wonder what his problem is.
I wonder where they are.
I wish I was home alone, so I could run around naked.
I wish I wasn't so lame sometimes.
I care about too many things.
I need to care less.
I can't wait for school to start.
I can't wait to show off my new clothes and shoes.
I wonder who I'll have classes with.
I wonder how much people have changed.
I wonder why he is doing this.
I wonder if things will change.
Who will change?
What will change?
Will things get better or worse?
What do they think of me?
Exactly.. why am I like the way I am?
What made me this way?
How can I change?
I wonder who really appreciates me.
Or, who doesn't appreciate me at all.
Am I too much of something?
Will anyone ever tell me?
Gah.. I really think too much.
I am up for hours, everynight.. just thinking, submerging myself.
( I ♥ your ugly ass. )
I love watching Degrassi with my parents, and explaining to them everything that goes on.
I feel.. super rad.
I know things.
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| Seaa kiing, he was my king. |
[03 Aug 2004|06:39pm] |
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Gah.
I'm a licensed driver now.
But I need a fucking car.
I baked delicious chocolate chip cookies today.
Some people.. are really starting to get on my LAST nerve.
( DOUCHE. )
I want.. it.
[EDIT]
I just drove for the first time by myself. :) :)
Went to Caleb's house, Ivan and Matt were over.
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| I'm always wondering where you are.. |
[02 Aug 2004|09:03pm] |
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY IVAN.
Babaayy.
<3
I surprised him at his house at 10:30am this morning (but.. he kind of knew I was coming, I just woke him up)..
Had my fish balloon in hand.
Also, had a bag of goodies.
:)
Hung out there for a while.
Then, a little later.. Michaela came, with Caleb and Matt, and us five went to the dollar theater to see Mean Girls.
Which.. I loved.
Then, it was off to Goodwill.
I got a cute pair of shoes, for $2.99.
La.. la.. la..
( Abra cadaver. )
I really hope I can go and meet Degrassi cast members on Saturday.
I'm sort of doubting it now.. 'cus my parents are being douches.
I do.. have a ride though.
Guess what?
I get my license tomorrow.
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| WHOA oh oh. |
[01 Aug 2004|08:32pm] |
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Tomorrow is Ivan's birthday.
I got him a giant fish.
and.. some other things.
I'm glad I'm not starting work tomorrow anymore, I start NEXT Monday now.
( OOH OOH OOH. )
Degrassi cast members.
Coming to Arizona, next Saturday.. IN TUCSON.
I wanna go.. sooooo badly! But, I dunno.. it's a three hour drive. :/
I could meet.. Marco, Craig, Ashley, Paige, Ellie, Spinner, Liberty, J.T., Emma, Sean, Manny, Terri, Toby.
PSF*&JSD%^&*%^&%IFJOSNFMKS*&DV.
WHO'S COMIN' WITH ME?
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| CLAP CLAP CLAP |
[31 Jul 2004|09:07pm] |
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Remember Maine |
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The party/get together for Ivan's birthday last night was a hit..
You all know it.
And I am a wonderful planner.
Porn, swimming, food, wonderful cake (made by Michaela and I, with our own flesh&blood), DDR, Halo, Pictionary, etc.
Hope everyone enjoyed themselves!
It was awesome seeing you all.
Michaela spent the night last night.
Watch some tele, then went to sleep.
Today.. CD burning, Dreamstreet, Jack Hannah, Pets on Parade, Degrassi, Girls Vs Boys and delicious Mac n Cheese.
NOW.. I am alone, and extremely lonely. and POOPED.
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| and your dirty hair.. |
[29 Jul 2004|05:42pm] |
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She said you should leave because you're ruining everyone's life and eating all our steak.
Michaela and I had matching Pocohontas undewear in third grade.
And now we have matching bear underwear.
WE ARE HOT.
Tomorrow night.. will be fun.
Nice, fun get together at Ivan's for his birthday, that I totally planned. HAHA. 'Cus I rule.
I can't wait to see everyone. :) :)
I got my schedule:
1// Language Arts 5-6/Rose
2// Spanish 5-6/Barroga
3// American/Arizona History/Baker
4// Algebra 3-4/Trotter
5// Lunch
6// Journalism/Howard
7// Music Theory/McDermott
I might switch outta spanish, and try to get pshycology/sociology.
Sara + Sexbutt = NO WORDS EXPLAINABLE. :D
( un.. un.. undies? )
My dad thinks something is wrong with me, 'cus I haven't been going "out" often, lately.
Maybe.. I need my fucking license.
I don't want your disease.
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| I spanked you as a baby, and I'll spank you now BITCH. |
[27 Jul 2004|05:03pm] |
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If you've got an ass I'll kick it!
[EDIT (Pictures at bottom)]
Who's a mess?
This little girl.. right here. > HI, I'M STACEY. <
.. She's a mess.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MANGO AND TRAVIS.
Being 16 rocks.
-Stay home and eat all the freakin' chips, Kip.
-Napoleon, don't be jealous that I've been chatting online with babes all day. Besides, we both know that I'm training to be a cage fighter.
I start working at Del Taco on Monday, until Denny's opens up.
I get to wear an ugly red hat and an even uglier yellow t-shirt.
WOO. Can't wait.
I get my license Tuesday.
I'm counting down the days.
They are going by slowly.
Photobucket updated.
Thank you photobucket.
I like you a lot more now.
( I'm only happy when it rains. )
Flesh feast in the backyard.
I want to goto a good show, so I can dance.
Anyone know of any good ones?
Knock, knock. Who's there? Your butt that's about to be kicked!
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| UH HUHHH. do me. |
[26 Jul 2004|07:03pm] |
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I do not like my new haircut too much. :/
My mom and I spent an hour in Payless and another hour in the underwear/bra store Saturday.
Bah hahaahaa.
My dad.. has had a mustache, ever since he could've grown one.
He shaved it off. HAHA. He looks strange.
He did it 'cus people think he's older than he really is.
Vulvo Vaginitis.
That's what you get for screwing in a Volvo.
Haha, my dad is a comedic genius.
Sunday consisted of Sonic, crazy driving, Napoleon Dynamite, seeing old faces, and hating my hair. With.. Drew, Jeremy, Michaela, and Ivan. <33
I've mastered the dance, but now you're gone.. gone.. gone.
( All you need is drums to start a dance party. )
All you need are kisses to start a makeout party.
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| Do Do Doo. |
[23 Jul 2004|09:23pm] |
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[check out the entry before this.. for Vegas pictures. :)]
Drew ended up coming over around 8pm last night.
Was a fun, fun time.
Today..
Michaela, her sister and I went to see Napoleon Dynamite (fucking hilarious and genius), ate at Panda Express, and shopped a bit at Fashion Q.
We were going to goto De Sole.. but Michaela couldn't use the truck tonight, pfft.
So.. that's sucky.
Whoever went, better be having a fun time. (Ivan, Jed..)
And same for whoever got to goto Finch&Counterfit. (Mike..)
R2K = hot sex beast.
My mom and I are hangin' out tonight.
While my dad is at a baseball game.
What was I doing last night.. when all were asleep?
This..
( dresses galore. )
:/
Kiss me.
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| WAHOO. |
[22 Jul 2004|06:57pm] |
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There is going to be a new driver on the road on August 3rd.
'Cus I passed my driving test yesterday. :)
Oooh yeah, you know it..
Today, went to Zach's house with Nick and Ivan. I brought my N64 and we played that for a few hours. I totally kicked butt in Mario Kart.
What am I doing tonight?
I don't know yet..
Drew was going to come over, but I can't get a hold of that sucka.
So.. I'll probably end up doing nothing tonight.
For yet.. another night. :/
Sucky.
The time has finally come.. LAS VEGAS PICTURES.
Zip up your pants.. and take a look.
( Viva Las Vegas baby. )
Get ova here and gimme some suga. |
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| i am back. |
[20 Jul 2004|06:12pm] |
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Hellogoodbye |
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( like slowly turning. )
i love art.
do you like my art?
i need something to do.
call me.
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| Viva Las Vegas? |
[19 Jul 2004|07:42pm] |
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i am back from Las Vegas.
it was a lot of fun.
i want to go back.
i will post pictures sometime this week. and you better look at them, bitches.
i am home.
and it feels nice..
but yet i am not very happy.
fucking WHY?
i have no idea.
wait.. maybe i do.
it's you.
i'm going to stop this.
because it's not worth it.
i'm done.
why has this happened, once again?
you will be missed by many.
RIP MATT KRAFT
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| so this is strange.. |
[15 Jul 2004|06:39pm] |
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hey there, suckas.
i'm goin' to Las Vegas this weekend, leaving tomorrow.
and Michaela is going to join me.
and we are going to rock Las Vegas' socks off.
the picture frames are facing down.
went to Ivan's today.
we watched "Interview with a Vampire".
oooh, Brad Pitt.. sucking blood. :)
i heard about your regrets. i heard that you were feeling sorry. i heard from someone that you wish you could set things right between us. i guess i should have heard of that from you.
<33
i am starting to think things through. :/
and whyyyyyy do i feel this way?
fklsjgoifdjgodfigjfdg.
damnit.
and you can't fake it hard enough to please everyone, or anyone at all.
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| i'm full, beyond my wildest dreams! and you can be too! |
[13 Jul 2004|05:40pm] |
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family pictures were.. lame. haha.
uhh.. my sister's house afterwards, was fun.
lots of swimming, DDR, pictures, cake, food, etc.
yesterday.. was my mom's birthday.
we opened presents and ate delicious chicken.
i wrote her a poem, and put it in a frame.. and she cried.
it made me feel good.
she then said i could get a car, haha. but i just hope she was serious..
then, Angela came over. :)
we talked a lot, ate, watched "The Dangerous Lives of Altar Boys" (fucking awesome movie).
then Michaela got there around 11pm.
i was suppose to go with her, Sara, Jed and Riley to see "Anchorman", but it was my mom's birthday.. and i couldn't leave just yet.
so.. we ate more, watched TV, then went to bed.
today, ate some more.. haha, umm. and yeah. watched "Clueless", played DDR.
nowww.
i am alone.
and watchin' "I Love the 90's".
haha. woo!
me and Michaela are going to Las Vegas this weekend with my sister and my brother-in-law!
it's going to be soo fun.
i just hope Michaela can gooo. :/
Ivan's grounded.
so i've barely talked to him the past two days.
just when he'd sneak on the phone.
:(
( pictures from the weekend. )
i think.. i do.
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| do you want to be my baby? |
[11 Jul 2004|10:48am] |
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eh..
yeah.
went to my sister's last night 'til almost 1am, babysitting my niece.
today, we are going to get family pictures.. pfft. for my mom's birthday.
then.. goin' to my sister's house afterwards.
and i'm going be forced to swim with all my cousins (all boys).
it'll be fun though.
i'm so confused about things right now.
bah. :/
it breaks down my daily cycle.
it has become a habit.
i heard him last night.
he sounded like me.
it made me smile.
and yet.. it made me cry.
what is this going to be tomorrow?
or next week?
i really have not a clue.
he loves my smile.
and he loves my frown.
i would only promise to take this to heart.
i am diseased.
and my desperate plead for redemption.
did i mention i got a job at Denny's?
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[10 Jul 2004|12:19pm] |
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yesterday/last night/this morning was a lot of fun.
went to Billy's for Matt, Kevin and Billy's birthday party thing and hung out with everyone.
also stayed the night, and that was fun. even though none of us slept, hah.
barely slept, at all.
got less than 30 minutes of sleep.
now, i am home.. and in the most, awful mood, ever.
everything just.. sucks.
and i couldn't ask for anything worse right now.
but for some reason, i have a feeling.. that something worse is going to come to me by the end of the day.
and i hate that feeling.
gah!!
OHFOIDSNFJNDSFJNDSUFHSDUI!!!
i hate.. i just hate.
i'm such a fucking dumbass.
i wish a lot of things.
i wish soo many things.
i wish..
i wonder what's going to happen next.
[EDIT]
i am lonely.
:/
[EDIT]
i was right, it got worse.
helpppppp. :x
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